YOYOYO :)
Gonna postpost. Ytd went Plaza sing w/ Genevieve & her mom. :D After that went vland played audi awhile, NX-ed, mac-ed than Genevieve's dad send mii home, THANKIIES :D Today had school. Home econ test wasn't that bad. :) Hmms, family's out now. No dinner so cooked pasta. :) Shared some pasta w/ maid than left some for sist. Shall go do Drama's homework nao, buhbyes. :D

HOW COULD YOU?

A man in Grant Rapids, Michigan incredibly took out a US$7,000 full page ad in the paper to present the HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis, 2001


When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.

Whenever I was "bad", you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub.

My house breaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terrible busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more prefect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream ( I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" - still I welcome her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement.

I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate.

Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I love everything about them and their touch - because your touch was now so infrequent - and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.

There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family", but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness.

You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her". They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers".

You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.

You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and how I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind - that this was all a bad dream or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.

When I realised I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief.

The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew every mood.

She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein.

As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"

Perhaps because she understand my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I would't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself - a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.

And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not direct at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you.

I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.


Very touching story. Tear-ed. :) Today never go school cos headache + throat pain. Sore throat till voice changed. Even th general office ppl thought i guy. D: Hmms, since whole day nothing to do (except prayer meeting in th evening) , i'm loading GLEE! :D HAHAHA! YAYNESS. Mom is rushing mii alr . Going breakfast. TTFN. :}

HAHA . Gonna post bout ytd. Went for morning service at CHC. :) After that went to find Genevieve & Ah kor at vland. Went mini toons to buy prezzie for Sebastian Ong's bday. Also bought sweets XD Bought september's issues of Teenage & Teens! :DDDDDD After that home-edd than comp awhile. Bus-edd down to vl to meet Sebastian theyy all. Vland awhile than mrt + bus down to Marina Barrage. FIRST time there, LOL. I know, a bit ridiculous. :/ Hmms, watched sunset than played th sabo game ~ :D Sang an off-tune HAPPY BIRTHDAY song to Sebastian than camwhored w/ th cake xD Makan cake than camwhore. Cheesecakes makes me feel like vomiting D: But i likey th strawberries ♥♥♥♥ dripping wet xD HAHA . Have loads of funnnnnn ! :DDDDD HEH . Peektures are uploaded in facebook , not gonna upload in blogger . Cos blogger is , as usual , a bitch ): PLUS , i'm lazy :P Hmms , today's drama session was, as usual, AWESOMELY AWESOME! :D Shared stories than Ms Jo read two stories . HILARIOUSLY HILARIOUS STORIES ! :D I BET THOSE DRAMA STUDENTS THERE AGREE W/ ME ! :3 Hmms , shall go facebook nao. Can dai liao. More than 50+ notifications -.-

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ,
SEBASTIAN ONG ! :D LASTLONGLONG W/ DAWN ! :D

HAPPY 300TH POSTS YEAHH! xD

This post is DEDICATED to that Mudder fucking bitch who scolded Cheryl on her blog; Contains some vulgars, so don't read it you don't want your mind to be polluted ^^ :

Zzz. You diamdiam lah, you. You pajia0 sibo. She flirt? GO AND GET SOME SPECTACLES LAH! Kpkb so much at her tagboard yet don't dare to type out your name ! HUMJI KIA LAH , YOU . Go other ppl tagboard bark here, bark there. Anyhow bark only . Want bark go your own blog bark lah . Zzz . Noise pollution only. Pitypity. You mai anyhow kp my friend lah horh. You thought you what, keyboard warrior sibo? Z . Dare than say face to face lah. Want debate also can. KEYBOARD WARRIOR, GET IT ? FUCKER . Dare than PUT DOWN YOUR BIGBIG NAME LAH . Cb , waste space only eyy, you. --" Even if you not talking to Genevieve, i believe she has th right to scold you, why? COS SHE IS CHERYL'S FRIEND AND YOU ARE SCOLDING CHERLY. Obviously we don't just sit there and do nothing right? OHH. You don't even have a right to criticize her. Why? Cos NOBODY is PERFECT, NOT EVEN YOU. GET IT? You're no better than her, so don't anyhow criticize ppl lah. Genius. Pui ar, kns. Talk so big, tsktsk. Put down your name lah. -.- You want say ppl, look at yourself in th mirror first lur. WAIT. Do you even own a mirror? Tsk. Disgusting ttm. You this type of ppl hor, that kpkb so much in other ppl's blog yet don't dare put down name, just DISGUST me TOTHEVERYMAX. If you wanna continue kp, put down your name or you will immediately be referred as MOTHERFUCKINGBITCH! ( Which you totally are, but, whatever :D )

MORNING ! (: Hahaha ! Postpost for fun ~ xD Ytd was quite boring . School . BLAH . Chinese remedial . Bus-ed home than slept . Went tuition than home . Using new phone nao , YAYNESS . :D Nice , but quite hard to use . HAHA . Sms-ed w/ Kenneth , Malcolm & Ernest ytd night o.o Watched Cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs . Haha . Slept at 1230++ , around there . HAHA . YAY . Can't wait for service later at CHC . :D HAHA . Nothing alr lah . :B Shall post next time than , TTFN

Yayy , i'm posting more and more often xD

I still miss you . I still love you . I still want you in my life . We had drifted so far apart . Damn sad can ! Everybody thought that i had moved on , but the truth is , i am still kinda stuck in the moments spend with you . I want back all the happy times spend with you . I miss everything about you . I reallyreallyreally want you back . Come back to me ): I know that it's not possible so yeahh . I've been trying so hard to move on , but it seems like it's not working yeaa . But it's better now than before , when i first started trying to forget bout you . Everything i do somehow , one way or another , would remind me of you and i will feel sad again . Everyday , Every moment , Every minute , Every second , you're on my mind . HAISH .. D:

But i really am grateful for AWESOME friends such as Genevieve , Angela , Elaine , Jemaine , Li xiang & other AWESOME friends who had helped me , one way or another . && MANYMANYMANY THANKS! to my newnew friend , Kenneth , who cheered me up yesterday . THANKS ! :D You guys really helped me like , ALOT ! :) You guys are whadd makes my life as COLOURFUL as the RAINBOW ! :D

ILOVEYOUGUYSTOTHEVERYVERYMAX ! :D ♥


Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.


:)

HAHA .
Made this peekture while thinking of him & what has happened during th past few days .
OHEMGEE .
HAHA.
GLEE ! ♥
HAHA .
Random .
Today school was .. Normal ?
IAP dance was AWESOMEST \m/ .
(Y)
IAP Music was ohkay i guess .
Recess slacked at class .
Chinese .
Nothing much .
Just wrote xi zhi.
History .
Revised than has test .
It was .. Abit hard ?
English .
5 mins rest given by Ms Chan than test .
It was quite ohkay i guess .
Hmms .
I still quite shocked that my maths got 16/20 .
First time .
First time so high .
LOL .
Hmms .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbHJluAUZ7M
Lean on me (Glee Version)
DARN AWESOME .
As usual ,
LOVEITTOTHEVERYVERYMAX !
:D
I'm still kinda pissed that she had made that decision .
BIASBITCH!.
-.-
Hmms .
Nothing much,
Buhbye .
:)

I still miss you . I still love you . I still want you in my life . We had drifted so far apart . Damn sad can ! Everybody thought that i had moved on , but the truth is , i am still kinda stuck in the moments spend with you . I want back all the happy times spend with you . I miss everything about you . I reallyreallyreally want you back . Come back to me ): I know that it's not possible so yeahh . I've been trying so hard to move on , but it seems like it's not working yeaa . But it's better now than before , when i first started trying to forget bout you . Everything i do somehow , one way or another , would remind me of you and i will feel sad again . Everyday , Every moment , Every minute , Every second , you're on my mind . HAISH .. D:
But i really am grateful for friends such as Genevieve , Angela , Elaine , Jemaine , Li xiang & other AWESOME friends who had helped me , one way or another . && MANYMANYMANY THANKS! to my newnew friend , Kenneth , who cheered me up yesterday . THANKS ! :D You guys really helped me like , ALOT ! :) You guys are whadd makes my life as COLOURFUL as the RAINBOW ! :D
ILOVEYOUGUYSTOTHEVERYVERYMAX ! :D ♥

09082010
Outing with lovelyyyyyyyyyyy people .
:D
Went Sentosa w/ Sithu, Lilian, Azmeen, Lydia, Sebastian, Li Xiang, Yao Wei, Bryan, Ariff, Shang Hui & Jemaine :D
Had funfunfun w/ them ^^
Watched sunset w/ Jemaine and camwhored abit .
Made a wish.
I hope that that wish will come true but i doubt so .
But, no harm wishing, rightttt .
Hahaa.
went Vivo w/ Jemaine & Lixiang at 7pm.
Walked one round at th water w/ Lixiang.
Went Jemaine house .
Camwhored .
HAHA.
As you can see in th pics,
Jemaine and my hair are curlyyyyyyyyyyy ~
HAHA.
"Tempo perm" .
:/
Awws,
Blogger's being a bitch and i can't upload th peektures .
Well,
Guess you have to view them in facebook than.
Hmms,
Gave up on not using <`br>
Keep forgetting .
._.

10082010

Outing w/ Lovelies again !
:D
Met Lixiang & Jemaine at dhoby mrt .
Than we mrt-edd down to Marina tgt .
Reached Marina Bay Sands Hotel than waited at lobby at Bryan .
Turns out he had to wait for us.
Cos something happened.
Which i am lazy to type out .
Went up to meet Sebastian, Bryan & th Sebastian's unclee .
Suntanned .
Went room,
Packed up and left .
Went hub w/ Sebastian & Bryan .
Lixiang & Jemaine went j8 .
Something hilarious happened to Bryan on th mrt to hub which i shall not say here.
LOLL .
Met Ju Si .
Bryan & Sebastian went off .
Made new friends .
:D
HAHA .
Movie-edd w/ them .
The Last Airbender .
AWESOMELY AWESOME :)
Movie ended .
Met Genevieve & Ahkor .
Vland-edd w/ Genevieve, ahkor, Ju Si & th new friends .
They are -
Kenneth .
Ernest .
Francise .
Ah Yong .
:)
BLAHBLAH .
Th rest not very interesting .
OHHH .
Jumpstyle-edd& tecktonik-edd w/ Genevieve .
:D
HOME & all .
Today nothing much uhh .
So bye :)

09082010 ; adaythatiwillneverforget ,

HELLO! :D
Currently at Jemaine house , hahah !
Little India ~~
Had an AWESOMELY AWESOME & Fun day out today with
Sithu , Shang Hui , Lilian , Lydia , Azmeen , Yao Wei , Ariff , Sebastian ,
Jemaine && Lixiang !
The two sexysexy babes that kept my mind full today
xD
Today , a "miracle" happened , LOLL .
Hmms ,
Shall post all th pictures & details later or tml when i'm home :)
Buhbyes ! :D

So over you .

BLAH . LOL . Suddenly feel like blogging . :D That time saw Shao Zhe playing basketball at ISH than decided to ask him he and his girlf how long , this is how it goes ~

Me : Eyy , Shao Zhe !
Shaozhe : Hi -Shows act cute face-
Me : (LOLed in my mind) Eyy ! How long le ?
Shaozhe : (Thinks for few sec) 2 hours plusplus . -shows :) face-
Me : Huh . - shows o.o face- I mean you and your girlf how long le lahh .
Shaozhe : 2 hours plusplus . -Shows :D face-
Me : LOLL . Sua.


LOLL . I think it's kinda LOL . ._. Watched Salt just nao . Kinda boring . Just like Inception . :> BLAH . Bye .

BLAH . Today nothing much . Went yck stadium than went tuition . Home-edd . Bath than went Sam's house , went to meet Collin , Jordan , 1 girl ( i forgotten her name D: ) & Yu xuan ^^ . Walked to vland to meet Brian & Genevieve . Saw Sophia , Vivian , Yong Tze , Jester , Rui Wen & LOADS AND LOADS OF FRIENDS :DDDDDDD HAHAHA . Genevieve , your plan 1/2 work only ah . HAHA . I kept thinking of him today , BUT .. Didn't think of him for th next half of th day , :D ! Good news to some , BUT , that doesn't mean that i will accept _ _ _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _ _ hor ! == . Ermerm , i didn't cry prolly cos i listening to Baby steps :D Imma post th lyrics here :

Baby Steps - The Varsity

(Ohh) (Yeah yeah)

Admit it, we're finished
You don't want me no more (No)
Like a night mare, I lived it
It was too big to ignore (Ooh)
I hear the sirens but they pass me by.
My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone

HELP
cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP,
ts like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,

One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
Its like you left me for dead (So dead, so dead)
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets (Oh woah)
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

HELP
cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP,
its like a bad surgery
And now its time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,

One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Its unexplainable
Kind of and unattainable
When the person you love ain't enough.
I feel so pitiful
Look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.
I need some, help.

HELP
cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP
its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.

HELP
cause its an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP
its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.


Done :)

Weeeeee ! Today no school , AHHA ! :D Hmms , had an awesome day ytd . THANKS huimin for talking sense into me . HAHA . Hmms , school as usual . I'M LOVING IAP DANCE MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE ! :D Th moves are getting AWESOMEr ! :) After school pon-ed remedial . Went mac than came back school . Slacked around than went home bath than go vland w/ Genevieve . :D We lan-ed , went hub arcade-d . HAHA . ILOVESUSHI ! :D HAHA . Had sushi w/ Genevieve ytd . Than walked to drive thru mac . Talking bout him . Heh . :P Her dad drove me home , how nice . THANKS :) HAHA . Phone-ed w/ Bimo and him . Seriously , i should stop it eyy ? ._. THANKS Elaine , Genevieve , Xiaoxue , Angela and Huimin for cheering me up . :) AHHA . Hmms , sist just call me . HAHA . Ask mii go YCK stadium nao to find her . Shall go over asap bah . Byebye . :D

HEH .
Gonna postpost bout today !
:)
School .. BLAH .
Something happened .. ><
Can't believed that i actually cried about that AGAIN ! AHHA .
Anyways ,
Decided not to give a damn anymore .
Pretend that i don't even know or heard of him before .
Easier said than done .
I know .
It's extremely hard ttm can !
But i'm gonna do it anyway .
So friends ,
Help mii out too . :D
Shoot .
Using <`br> again ! ._.
Aiyah .

Should stop that there . Anywayys , Thanks LOADS to Xiao Xue , Genevieve , Angela & Elaine for cheering me up . :D HAHAHA . I promise that i will stop crying for someone that is so not worth my tears . :) Hmms , After school slacked at blk 218 (I think) Than walked to hub . Mini toon-ed & idk what that shop name . HAHA . Kept thinking bout him . Heh . :X I should seriously stop eh . Anywayys , bus-ed home w/ Yu xuan than walked . HAHA . Than nao using comp lorh . :/ HEH . Nothing to post bout le , buhbyes :D