Sunday, May 31, 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009

To NJC :
Ehhs, you SUCKS kay? We in NA so what? YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO CRITISIZE US, KHAYS?! GET THAT BLOODY FACT INTO YOUR HEAD LARHHS, NO LIFE SPAMMER. THIS WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT A SUCKISH SPAMMER LIKE YOU EHHS. ONLY KNOW HOW TO SPAM. Orhhs, i noe alr. Like what Anastasia said, YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS TO SPENT YOUR TIME WITH RIGHTS? SO GOT ALOT OF TIMES TO SPAM IN OTHER PEOPLE'S TAGBOARD THAN GO OUT WITH FRIENDS RIGHTS?! GET A LIFE LARHHS, SPAMMER. SUCKER. NO LIFE. PEA BRAIN. ATTITUDE SHIT. 1ST STEP AHLIAN. GUAI LAN KIA. XIA LAN KIA. BIITCH. BIITCHTARD. FARKTARD.

Friday, May 29, 2009

What do you do when your happiness can bring misery to other people's life?

It's your life, your story. Make your own decisions. Don't let people tell you what to do.


Yesterday went to hub with Michelle and Simei .
Ate Cookies !
:)
Than went mini toons, than walked around.
Haha.
Thans,
Saw Jian Hui .
.________.
After that walked to bus stop with Simei after Michelle went off.
Saw Don, Feng Yu And Bryan.
LOLS LARHHS.
But th most SHOCKING thing was,
I saw MISS CHIN!
SHE LOOKS JUST DHA SAME !
FYI, She was my p2 or p3 chinese cher.
Hehs.
Than i think she forget mii urhhs.
Never look at mii. D: D: D: D:
I keep glancing at her THAN she looked at mii.
Than look away.
Awws; T.T
OhMyGawds Larhhs!
Tml PTC.
Scary lehhs.
Than Mun Ling and Pei Yi tell mii it's ok one.
Pfft.
How they noe MINE will be okhays.
xO
Wanna go audi liaos,
CIAOS !

Time Check : Friday; 29/05/09; 6.15pm

Monday, May 25, 2009

Number CHANGED (:
Msn or ask me for th new number.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tree


The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"


Leaf


During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay


Wind


Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.



Comments from :

Gillian :
If someone really adores somebody , they should not lie about it .
they're really lying to themselves . Even though it's hard , its worth the shot telling someone " i like/love you" if you think that a girl/boy is a worth of being loved(:
Woahhhhhhhs.
Ytd went to ASGF at Suntec City.
With Claudine, Hui Min, Angeline, Steven and Clarence.
=0=
Than got th Schools' Audi Tornament and ANG MO KIO SEC GOT 2nd!
COOL. :B
Ok,
Lazy to blog liaos.
-.-
Buh byes :]

Wednesday, May 20, 2009



Lyrics :

I'm blindfolded on this rollar coaster ride that they call life
Keep tryin' to make it through that next turn, knuckles white and holdin tight
So here I go, takin' the curve.
But I know that I'm never alone, I think of you
And how you never let me go
I feel
Connected
Connected
Protected
Protected
It's like your sitting right with me all the time
You hear me
You hear me
Your near me
Your near me
And everything else gonna be alright
Cause nothing can break this
nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie!
Connected, connected inside.
It's not an accident the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart.
You've given me, something I need, and I don't ever want it to end.
Because of you
I know I've found my strength again.
I feel
Connected
Connected
Protected
Protected
It's like your sitting right with me all the time
You hear me
You hear me
Your near me
Your near me
And everything else gonna be alright
Cause nothing can break this
nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie!
Connected, connected inside.
Every time, that I breathe, I can feel the energy,
reachin' out, flowing through, you to me and me to you.
Wake or dream, walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seprate souls, unified, touching at the speed of life.
Life. Oh, oh, oh!
I feel!
Connected
Connected
Protected
Protected
It's like your sitting right with me all the time
You hear me
You hear me
Your near me
Your near me
And everything else gonna be alright.
Connected
Connected
Protected
Protected
Now your in my mind, now I'm doing fine.
You hear me
You hear me
Your near me
Yout near me
And everything else gonna be alright
Cause nothing can break this
nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie!
Connected, connected inside.




Start singing at 0.37

Lyrics :

It's so rare to find a friend like you
Somehow when you're around, the sky is always blue
The way we talk, the things you say
The way you make it all ok
And how you know, all of my jokes, but you laugh anyway!
If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring,
wherever you go in this world I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream.
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me.
Oh ooh oh.
Two voices, one song.
And anywhere you are,
you know I'll be around.
And when you call my name,
I'll listen for the sound!
If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring.
Wherever you go in this world, I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream.
Forever I'm here you,
you're here for me.
Oh ooh oh.
Two voices, one song.
Oh ooh oh.
Two voices, one song!
A: Has a smile to die for (LOLS?)
P: popular with all types of people (-.-)
P: popular with all types of people (-.-)
L: a good kisser (W.T.H)
E: has beautiful eyes (Got mehhs?)

O: has one of the best personalities ever (TYVM :D )
O: has one of the best personalities ever (TYVM :D )
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend (Really?)

H: likes someone (For me to know and for you to find out. :P )
U: a flirt (W.T.H)
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend (Really?)

P: popular with all types of people (-.-)
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend (Really?)
N: easy to fall in love with (I disagree. LOLS.)
G: HOTT! (WTF? HELL NO!)

Meanings :

A: Has a smile to die for
B: is a nerd at times
C: A playboy/girl
D: great friend
E: has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: HOTT!
H: likes someone
I: best boyfriend/girlfriend
J: is really sweet
K: gorgeous
L: a good kisser
M: can be funny and dumb at times
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: nice butt
R: gives good hugs
S: very open-minded
T: makes people laugh
U: a flirt
V: not judgmental
W: very romantic
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: very hot
Z: makes dating fun

TAG TIME!

1. GILLIAN GOH ! <3 (From now on, whenever got quiz, you'll be th FIRST.) :)
2. HUI FERN ! <3 (From now on, whenever got quiz, you'll be th SECOND.) :D
3. Connie aka Carmen ! =))
4. Sue Lyanna ! =PP
5. Ruey Ying ! xDD
Conversation With SUE LYANNA ! (M) = Me , (H) = Her :

(M) : HELLOHHHHH ! :D
(H) : Eyh, Tomm sch?
(M) : Yeahhs
(H) : Orh
(M) : T.T
(H) : Double T.T
(M) : Triple T.T
(H) : 4ple T.T xD
(M) : 5x T.T
(H) : Okae.. Stop it.. xD
(M) : hahaha
(M) : Imma put this in blog :P
(H) : Oreo .. :D
(M) : Oreo ? O.O
(H) : I crazinq for oreo ..D:
(M) : hahahaha! Call for Oreo delivery larhhs!
(H) : HAHAAH .. Shop so far !
(H) : I wan buy oreo !
(M) : hahahaha
(M) : :}
(H) : I WAN OREO ! :(


We vehhh funny rights?
First talk bout th school thingie.
Than suddenly on Oreo.
Hahaha.
:)
Nothing else to write,
So Ciaos! :]

Time Check : Wednesday; 20/05/09; 9.47am

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

To that BASTARDIC DEYI CLASS 103 (one-zero-three) Alvin :
Why euu never answer phone? HUM iszit? Ehh, euu dunn think euu like that THREATEN ppl ii will scared la horh, whack mii up larhhs, ii SCARED like that. OMFG, I SOOOO SCARED SIIAH! ohhs, what CB kia? Euu got cb first bo? And yes, ii'm a GIRL for your info. What euu gonna do? Sue mii? Oh PLEASE. So what if euu found out th person who sms euu. Whack her/him/mii up? PLEASE. Over-reacting over a small sms sia. PLEASE LA. Do you noe that, your this xia lan attitude deserves to be whacked anot? So xia lan. Your friends also. Anyhow than wanna whack here whack there. Vulgar here vulgar there. PLEASE LARHHS. LIKE I SCARED. Ok, idkk if euu dulan or what now, euu wanna settle taiji? Settle with ME. Don't go find my friend. Anything wanna settle, call 67297284 ask for Hui Ping or Apple. Ohhs, and last 3 words for euu AND your guai lan friends : GET.A.LIFE .

Done my "job" alr.
So imma go now.
Ciaos!

Time Check : Tuesday; 19/05/09; 7.55pm :D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Nothing to do so might as well do some quiz. xD

100 truths

001. Real name → Hui Ping
002. Nickname(s) → Apple, Kagura, Ping Guo
003. Birth Date → 2nd May 1996
004. Zodiac sign → Taurus
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → MFPS.
007. Middle School → AMKSS
008. High School → Still in Middle school.
010. Hair color → Brownish Black..?
011. Long or short hair → Shoulder-Length
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health Freak → Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → For me to know and for you to find out. :D
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → Ears
020. Tattoos → Narhhs.
021. righty or lefty → Righty. o.o
022. first surgery → Never had one.
023. first piercings → Idkk.
024. first friend → Hurhhs?
025. first award → K1
026 first pet → Hamster
027. first vacation → Malaysia
028. first teacher → Hurhhs?
029. first sport → Swimming urhhs.
030. first crush → For me to know and for you to find out. :D

-Missing question-

NOW:
049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → Plain Water
052. I'm about to → Update fs..? -_____________________-"
053. Listening to → Some random songs..? o.O
054. Plans for today → Revise lorhhs.
055. Waiting for → Nothing.

FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Idkk so much urhhs!
059. Want to get married? → Idkk so much urhhs!
060. Careers in mind → Idkk so much urhhs!
068. Lips or eyes → I dunnoe what euu meann.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller! xO
072. Romantic or spontaneous → A lil' bit of both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → I dunnoe what euu meann.
074. Sensitive or loud → A lil' bit of both.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Idkk so much urhhs!
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Both.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yupps.
081. Ran away from home → Once.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope.
083. Killed somebody → No larhhs. zzz
084. Broken someone's heart → Find out yourself.
087. Cried when someone died → Durhhs! -.-

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Not anymore.
090. Miracles → Not really.
091. Love at First Sight → Not really.
092. Heaven → Why not?
093. Santa Claus → Nope.
094. Sex on the first date → Nope.
095. Kiss on the first date → Find out yourself.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yeahhs.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not anymore.
099. Do you believe in God → Durhhs.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 15 people→ [if you wanna do, do. If nt, dont do.]
1} GILLIAN GOH ! =P
2} Zoey =)
3} Crystal
4} Amelia
5} Wan Ling
6} Mun Ling
7} Pei Yi
8} Hui Fern
9} Jing Yi
10} Vickyyyyy!
11} Kenny!
12} Andrienn =D
13} Shu Qi!
14} Chermaine :)
15} Ruey Ying =))

Saturday, May 16, 2009

To those spread-ers and ____ ____ out there :
Oh god!
Why does alot of ppl say that i LIKED ____ ____ siiah! (Not euu, Elaine.) I mean, i said i ADMIRED. [ If you dunnoe what is ADMIRE(D), too bad. ] .__. STUPID LARHHS. As in, i like him ? Since when ? FREAKS LARHHS. (Not euu, Elaine.) Hurhh! This is like, one of th most confusing things that broke my friendship with alot of friends. Obviously it happened before as SOME ONE spread SOMETHING which is so NOT TRUE. PLEASE LARHHS. I DON'T LIKE THAT GAY LARHHS. AND I DON'T LIKE THAT SISSY TOO. AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T LIKE ____ ____, Khays?! I mean, that gay and sissy is random nickname. But WHO CARES siiah. GET.THAT.FACT.INTO.YOUR.BLOODY.HEADS.LARHHS. (To those in my primary school class, anyways.) In primary school, these things happened alot liao ehh! Just cause in primary school got some ppls jio me, rumours have been spreading around. OMFG. I thought that getting into a new school; Secondary school, anyway. And i thought all th STUPID rumours would stop. Ok, so th ppl in my current class dunnoe bout th rumours that was spreading like siao in primary school, but STILL, there are some rumours right? FUCK LARHHS. THIS IS, LIKE, SERIOUSLY SO IRRITATING SIIAH!
you guys noe what?
Forget it.
Forget all th craps ii mentioned.
Spead whatever rumours you guys want.
I won't care.
Cause i noe that i don't like that gay, that sissy and seriously not ____ ____ .


To th BASTARD who made Crystal angry :
WHAT.THE.FUCK.LARHHS.YOU.
YOU HONGSTER ISZIT? FIND TAIJI. YOU VERY BASTARDIC HORH. EUU MAKE HER SO ANGRY. SHE YOUR STEAD SIA. HEARTLESS LEHH EUU. I WONDER HOW YOUR (future/current) STEAD WILL BEAR YOUR ATTITUDE. WHAT A FREAKING ATTITUDE YOU GOT. *CLAPS* LAII, CLAP FOR HIM BARHHS. VERY "NICE" ATTITUDE. IF THERE WAS A COMPETITION FOR "TH MOST BASTARDIC ATTITUDE IN THIS WORLD" , YOU'LL BE THE CHAMP. FUCK OFF FAR FAR FROM CRYSTAL, GET.THAT.INTO.YOUR.BASTARDIC.PEA.BRAIN.YOU.BASTARDIC.BASTARD!


Story : Caroline (Nickname) was my childhood friend. Last holiday, i finally got in contact with her after losing contact with her 2 1/2 years ago. When i "found" her, we became enemy, than after some misunderstandings were cleared, we became friends again. And, because of Caroline, i got something from someone which Kaithie (Nickname) wanted. Badly. Than, to know what happened, continue reading. -.-

To Kaithie (Nickname) :
OK. YOU GOT YOUR SO-CALLED "REVENGE" ALR. HOPE YOUR HAPPY. SEE ME SUFFERING SO MUCH IN YOUR HAND. I TRUSTED YOU YET YOU HAVE TO BETRAY MY TRUST. YOU ARE JUST A BITCH. A TRAITOR. A BACK-STABBER GET THAT RIGHT. WHEN YOU SAID ALL THOSE THINGS IN MY FACE, I FELT AS IF COLD WATER HAD BEEN POURED OVER ME AND I "WOKE UP" FROM MY "LITTLE DREAM" . CAROLINE (Nickname) WARNED ME ABOUT YOU. I DIDN'T BELIEVE HER. WE FOUGHT/QUARRELL ALOT OVER YOU AND WE ALMOST BECAME ENEMIES AGAIN. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND. I TRUSTED YOU. TOLD YOU MY SECRETS, YET, YOU SPREAD IT AROUND. YOU ALSO SPIN STORIES, OR I'D RATHER CALL IT, LIES, AND SPREAD IT AROUND, MAKING PPL DETEST ME OVER SOME LIES YOU TOLD WHICH WOULD NEVER EVER HAPPEN. AND NOW, YOU STOLE THE MOST PRECIOUS THING IN THIS WORLD THAT HAVE ALOT OF MEANING AWAY FROM ME. YOU STOLE IT. TOOK IT FOR YOURSELF. YET, YOU TOLD PPL THAT I WAS TH ONE WHO STOLE IT FROM YOU AND YOU'RE JUST TAKING IT BACK. WHAT IF I TOOK YOUR MOST PRECIOUS THING AND SAID IT WAS ORIGINALLY MINE. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL HUH?! AND YOU STILL HAVE TH GUTS TO _ _ _ _ _ _ _ INFRONT OF ME. BOY. I THAN REALISE WHAT A BITCH YOU ARE. DID YOU KNOW THAT, BECAUSE OF YOU, ALOT OF THINGS WHICH SHOULD NOT HAPPEN, HAPPENED?! FRIENDSHIPS, RELATIONSHIPS, FAMILY WERE BROKEN UP BECAUSE OF YOU. YARHHS. IT IS AS BAD AS IT SEEMED. FAMILY WERE BROKEN UP. ONE COUSIN SEVERE TIES BECAUSE OF HER [ Although, they are now on talking terms alr. We're (Those ppl involved cept Bitchy Kaithie) hoping they would become cousins again. ] WOW. YOU ARE LIKE, ONE OF THOSE "RARE" BRATS THAT STILL EXIST IN THIS WORLD. -GASP- .____.
You got your revenge.
And we [ Those ppl involved cept BITCHY KAITHIE (YOU) ] hope you're happy now.
Cause, we're very sure you GET your own sweet-revenge soon.

Sunday, May 10, 2009


BOO!
I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!
WOOTS!
*CHEERS*
HAHAHA.
I've changed another blogskin.
Sue mii.
-.-
Hmms,
These fews day start MYE liao.
T.T
STRUGGLES!
Hahaha;
And ii updated my fs (Friendster) liao.
Go add mii if euu gort one.
*GRINNNNNS*

To 1B'rians :
I have editted another picture.
View ~~ :D


Time Check : Sunday; 10/05/09; 11.22pm
You said we'll be together forever
But I watch you leave with her
Putting away all our uncompleted dreams
My heart shattered.

Happiness are like butterflies.
The more you try to catch it,
The harder it is.
But if you sit still,
It might just land on you.

Never say i love you,
If you really don't care.
Never talk about feelings,
If they aren't even there.
Never hold my hard,
If you are going to break my heart.
Never say you are going to,
If you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes,
If all you do is lie.
Never Promise me,
If you are breaking it.
Never say Hello,
If you really mean Goodbye.
Never say Forever,
If you are leaving me one day.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I gave it some thought since that incident.. I think we should really not talk or even be friends anymore.. Although euu started talking to mii again, ii just don't like th way euu don't trust mii anymore.. Euu WERE my gan mei and ii cherished those times, but THAT sentence made mii wake up.. Euu are not th same as euu were before th incident.. When ii pass euu th PTC (Parent-Teacher-Conference) form yesterday, euu said ii forged th signature.. (If you STILL don't believe that my guardian signed it, you CAN CALL HER AND ASK.) And cause of this, it showed mii how much euu actually trust mii.. And euu lost your trust towards mii just cause a BOY told euu SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT TRUE?! Whatever. I DON'T NEED a friend who DOESN'T TRUST MII. And what do euu mean when euu said so it must be that bitch la..?! Ohhh, ii am a BITCH to euu. And why do euu still bother to talk to mii after th incident? GET THIS RIGHT, Z.C, I DON'T WANT A FRIEND LIKE EUU, ESPECIALLY IF EUU CALLED MII A BITCH AND TELL IT TO MY FRIENDS.
YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO ARE YOU.



OMFG LA.
Th lift upgrading is so fucking irritating sia.
WHAT DO THEY EXPECT SIA.
SO LOUD.
Ytd ii no key go in horhh,
ii shouted for maid to open th door.
But too loud than she never heard it..
MII AND MY JIE STUCK OUTSIDE FOR,LIKE, HALF AN HOUR?!?!
Hahaas,
But ii have to agree,
Sounds kinda weird and funneh ehh?
xD
SIAN.
Imma go now,
BuhhByes! ;D

Time Check : Wednesday; 06/05/09

GOOD LUCK FOR TH TEST, PEEPS! ;]

Sunday, May 3, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHERMAINE JIE ! <33
You're...
ツ★You're...
My friend,
My companion,
Through good times and bad,
My friend,
My buddy,
Through happy and sad,
Beside me you stand,
Beside me you walk,
You're there to listen,
You're there to talk,
With happiness,
With smiles,
With pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,throughout the years.
You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you.♥ツ

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

By Joanna Fuchs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Pictures, Images and Photos
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Pictures, Images and Photos
=PP
Last but not least..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Hope every hour, minute, seconds of today
will be filled with happiness, love and surprise for you ! :D
May aLL yOur WisHeS cOmE tRue !! :)

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Many Many Many Many THANKS to :
Klein : For your unique message ~ :D
Hui Lin mei : For your nice message ~ :3
Angela : For your awesome message and prezzie ~ ;D
Feng Wei : For your wishes and prezzie ~ :]
June : For your prezzie and well wishes ~ =)
Grace : For your prezzie and wishes :)
Psst : ii LOVE your's , June's , Grace's and Angela's prezzie, thanks! x)
Chermaine mei : For your cool message ~ ;]
Jaslyn : For your friendly message ~ xD
Sophia : For your touching message ~ =P
Elaine : For your nice MSN'S P.M ~ ^^
Alice : For your wonderful card ~ :}
AMKSS Drama Club : For your best wishes ~ <333

Many Many Many Many THANKS to you guys again ! <33

And a million THANKS for th prezzies ii received today !
Had a wonderful birthday today, thanks to you guys ~ :)
ILY guys ! <333

Time Check : Saturday; 02/05/09; 9.00pm


ii was lonely, sad, heartbroken.. ii cried.. that was before.. but, right now, ii am strong, once more. ii felt nothing when ii see them.. NOTHING.. ii am glad.. ii made it.. ii gave up.. now it's your turn, ____ ___ . It was our decision, and we must nort do it regretfully.. hope you noe what am ii talking bout..

Ytd night went out with Claudine jie.
Watched 17again(!!) which is like, FINALLY?!
;D
Sho fun siiah!
Than,
We went to meet Feng Wei and his friend~
Gave Feng Wei chocolates.
o________________o
Dunn anyhow think horhhhhhh.
I gave some of my friends chocolates too derhh horhhh!
=PP
Anyways,
Today's plan.
From now ~ 230 : Comp.
From 230 ~ 310 : Walk to tuition ( =x )
From 310 ~ 520 : Tuition.
From 520 ~ 610(?) : Take mrt.
Idkk what time liao la!
I dunn even noe why th heck am ii posting this..?
-.-
Anyways,
ii mrt-ed & bus-ed to Claudine's house,
1} Settle Down.
2} Go swimming.
3} Suana~~~~ xD
4} Wash Up.
5} Settle Down.
6} Dinner with her family.
7} Go Home.
LOLOL.
Idkk whyy ii post these few stuffs larhhs!~

Time Check : Saturday; 02/05/09; 8.04am

Friday, May 1, 2009

Cry - Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life

I realise ii these few day never smile at all.
Even if ii did laugh,
ii can't laugh like ii really mean it.
I think it's cause of what happened.
Can't stop thinking bout it urhhs.
Idkk what to post so imma post some pics.
enjoy barhhs.


1B; Dha Best.

Dedicated to : Alvin Lee and Angela Lee. =x


Dedicated to : Alvin Lee and Angela Lee. =x

Dedicated to : Alvin Lee and Angela Lee. =x

1B Rawkk Onn. :D

Piggehh.

Rawkk.

Faces.

Happy Bday!

Erhhs. o.o

Jaslyn and me.

Jaslyn and me.

Jaslyn and me.


Sophia and me.

Sophia and me.

Sophia and me.

Sophia and me.
Since i've got NOTHING to do,
Imma just do quiz.

1)What have you been doing recently?
School, school and more school. LOLS.
2)Do you ever turn your hp off?
Nope.
3)What happen at 10 am today?
On th way home from breakfast..? o.o
4)When did I last cried?
Erhhs, Dunn tell euu. xD
5)Believe in fate or destiny?
80% yes. o__o
6)What do you want in your life now?
I just want him.
7)Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up my hood?
Neither.
8)What is your favourite thing to do on bed?
Stupid ehh, sleep larhhs!
9)What bottoms are you wearing now?
Jeans..?
10)What is the nicest thing in my inbox?
Thanks for the prezzie!:) I'm alright now. :D Thanks for making me happy again. :]
11)Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
SIAO ARHHS. FOR WHAT SIIAH. -.-
12)Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Narhhs.
13)What was the last movie you caught?
Marley and Me. :B
14)What are you proud of?
That i help my friends no matter what. ^^
15)What does the oldest text message in your inbox says and who is it from?
Ermm, from Yixian "What do you do when nothing gies right?"
16)What was the last song you sing out loud?
遇 by AiMiNi
17)Do you have any nicknames?
Durhhs, Miss chatterbox ( =x ) , Apple , Kagura.
18)What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
o__o From Eileen "When is the parent meeting?"
19)What time did you go to sleep last night?
12+ am.
20)Are you happy?
90% no. 10% yeshh.
21)Who gives you the best advice?
Erhhs, Sophia and Jaslyn..? o.o
22)Do you eat whip cream straight out of a can?
Did once and never again. LOLS.
23)Did you talk on phone last night?
Narhhs.
24)Is something bugging you right now?
Durhhs. -.-
25)Who is the last person to make you laugh?
I think ishh Sophia. o.O