*Sighs...
No matter what, im still not fit for you.
I seem to cause you troubles each and every time.
Maybe if i leave you, you'll feel happier that way.
Dont get things wrong but im just trying to lessen your burdens.
Its just that sometimes, i dunno what "jokes" are called,
And you take things too seriously.
Ya, its my fault,
Blame me for it.
Im sorry t have caused you all these troubles.
And im nothing, in everybody's eyes.
I really cannot afford to lose you anymore,
Because it hurts everytime when i had to quarrel with you.
I've tried my very best t patch it up,
But i just dunno why, our conversations ends up like this.
I've tried my best, maybe not?
But, i know that i dont wanna lose you for im far too dependent on you alr.
I dunno why i'll feel some kind of awkward feeling when i hear about some things,
But because, you're one of a kind, you're hard t find,
And very important t me too,
I felt that way.
I felt like you're taking a knife,
Stabbing through my heart.
Yeah, im exagerrating if you think so,
But this is my feelings.
My heart has holes everywhere,
Because of all these knifes.
Love keeps bleeding on.
And who knows if you'll ever betray.
The most hurtful thing was that,
We were once so close,
Till that i hurt myself, and you too.
Someone i wonder what L.O.V.E means,
For it seems meaningless in my life from now on.
Maybe it's just mean nothing at all,
Like how i am to everyone.
Because till now, i found out that,
Love hurts terribly x/3
But still, i love you <3
Dont hold other girl's hand and say to me,
You love me x/3
Because im scared that if one day
Should you ever leave me,
What would happen to me,
For you're my everything <3
Saturday, October 11, 2008
The boy who loves you, cant tell you the reason why he love you.
He only knew that, in his eyes, you're the only one.
The boy who loves you, seldom praise you,
But in his heart, he knows it only, you're the best.
The boy who loves you, will scold or complaint
If you dint reply his message, but not others, because he cares.
The boy who loves you, will remember every word you said
Even its accidentally, he would use it at the nick of time.
The boy who loves you, will not give a promise that easily,
Because he dont want to break the promise ;
He want you to believe in him, and they want to give you
The happiest and safest life ever.
The boy who loves you, always tells you to think too much,
Because he alr planned it for you,
He want to give you the best life in future,
He want to give you a suprise ; Believe he can do it.
The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to you, when you're mad,
And when you are finished, he will say,
"You still got classes tmrw, sleep earlier", with a smile.
The boy who loves you, dunno that whether he should call you
When you're angry, But he will send a message to you after few hours,
If you ask him why he called that late, He will say,
" When you're angry, my explanation are all rubbish,
But when you have cooled down, my explanation works."
The boy who loves you, dont like little toys like teddy bear,
But he will put the bear you gave him, beside him when he sleeps.
The boy who loves you, while quarelling, will apologise uncontrollably,
Although you're the one who's wrong, and later,
He will send a message to you with,
: Baby, actl you know it's your fault. You know it yourself.
The boy who loves you, while really misses you,
Will want to buy a bunch of roses, and wait for you stupidly under your apartment,
But he never knows, what he bought is daisies,
But it doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.
The boy who loves you, will be willing to do anything
For you, because they love you too much that they cant afford losing you.
The boy who loves you, gets jealous at every single small thing,
Because he was wondering why he wasn't the one,
But actl in his heart, he knew that you were too young to know that.
The boy who loves you, wont get you hurt by him,
Because he knows once you get hurt, it's difficult for him anymore,
To get him right back into your heart.
The boy who loves you, cant stay mad at you for hours,
Because he know he cant live without you,
Not even a second.
He only knew that, in his eyes, you're the only one.
The boy who loves you, seldom praise you,
But in his heart, he knows it only, you're the best.
The boy who loves you, will scold or complaint
If you dint reply his message, but not others, because he cares.
The boy who loves you, will remember every word you said
Even its accidentally, he would use it at the nick of time.
The boy who loves you, will not give a promise that easily,
Because he dont want to break the promise ;
He want you to believe in him, and they want to give you
The happiest and safest life ever.
The boy who loves you, always tells you to think too much,
Because he alr planned it for you,
He want to give you the best life in future,
He want to give you a suprise ; Believe he can do it.
The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to you, when you're mad,
And when you are finished, he will say,
"You still got classes tmrw, sleep earlier", with a smile.
The boy who loves you, dunno that whether he should call you
When you're angry, But he will send a message to you after few hours,
If you ask him why he called that late, He will say,
" When you're angry, my explanation are all rubbish,
But when you have cooled down, my explanation works."
The boy who loves you, dont like little toys like teddy bear,
But he will put the bear you gave him, beside him when he sleeps.
The boy who loves you, while quarelling, will apologise uncontrollably,
Although you're the one who's wrong, and later,
He will send a message to you with,
: Baby, actl you know it's your fault. You know it yourself.
The boy who loves you, while really misses you,
Will want to buy a bunch of roses, and wait for you stupidly under your apartment,
But he never knows, what he bought is daisies,
But it doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.
The boy who loves you, will be willing to do anything
For you, because they love you too much that they cant afford losing you.
The boy who loves you, gets jealous at every single small thing,
Because he was wondering why he wasn't the one,
But actl in his heart, he knew that you were too young to know that.
The boy who loves you, wont get you hurt by him,
Because he knows once you get hurt, it's difficult for him anymore,
To get him right back into your heart.
The boy who loves you, cant stay mad at you for hours,
Because he know he cant live without you,
Not even a second.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Regarding on the previous post, alotta ppl ask me whether i am still in -TX- . So i am here to say that i am still a member of -TX- and i will be changing from --MRSxHAM to -TX-DUMB again, on the coming Monday, hopefully. :\
**And --MRxHAM ish NOT my audi bf anymore.. Sad luhs..! >.< Miss him.. ;( Hahaas! So still F>Audi Bf. D:
**And --MRxHAM ish NOT my audi bf anymore.. Sad luhs..! >.< Miss him.. ;( Hahaas! So still F>Audi Bf. D:
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Heyys, i changed -TX-DUMB to --MRSxHAM . I changed my name cause actually me and --MRxHAM were cpl but then got ppl hacked into my acc, sold everything&break cpl.. -.- laos.. damn dulan.. but even more dulan when --MRxHAM dun reply my smses and pms x.x So if YOU are --MRxHAM and you see this, PLS sms me(: Tq. :D And paiseh as my acc was hacked, my fren are gone from my bl.. So pls kindly add me back. Tq. ><
Sunday, October 5, 2008
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